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I haven’t shared images of my own kids on here in a long, long time… I’m not even sure anyone even looks at my blog posts, excepting people who find me doing google searches.  I may be primarily a newborn photographer, but I am really looking forward to shooting outdoors this summer, including lots of family sessions and nature-babies!  If you’re interested in a summer family session, please inquire early because I am expecting them to fill quickly with past newborn clients who want updated family images.

Got a wild hair the other day and asked my 6 year old to let me throw leaves at her.

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….: charlotte :…. portland oregon newborn photographers

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I don’t think it’s any secret around here that I am a lover of the soft neutral colors when it comes to newborn photography… During sessions, I usually am trying to figure out how to get as many totally unique looking setups as I can for my client mamas + dads…  At the end of every visit, it’s like a baby-photo bomb went off… with wraps and hats and blankets (oh my!) scattered in every corner of the room.  Sometimes, I am so busy pulling out and creating different setups that I am inevitably wasting precious minutes while baby is sleeping getting things ready! I try to prep stuff beforehand, but often baby arrives and maybe a color I chose isn’t the best for their skin, or whatever.  Regardless, I often feel a bit like a chicken with my head cut off … 😉

So, several months ago, I decided I wanted to try to do a session with as little “frills” as I could and really focus solely on baby, getting as many different “looks” as I could and trying to be conscious of angles and lighting instead of vastly different setups.  I can’t even express how much I enjoyed it!  It helps that my model had the most gorgeous skin that needed absolutely zero retouching, but the editing was lightning fast and session cleanup was a breeze! I even added a special newborn session to my lineup of offerings for this type of session … and I am excited at the prospect of doing more like it. This type of session will make a very cohesive and gorgeous album or wall art, with no worries as to trying to “match” stuff.

 

Feast your eyes on the adorable Charlotte Jane on her 5th day earthside 🙂
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…: new life :… portland, oregon birth photographers

note: information on shooting births for photographers at the bottom of this post.

 

I can’t thank this family enough for letting me be a part of the birth of their new baby MaTeyo <3

I know women are strong, but watching this mama deliver 10lb 10oz MaTeyo underwater on 12-13-14 was one of the highlights of my year, shooting wise! I have wanted to shoot a true water birth for some time now, so this was really wonderful to see…the support of the entire group (midwife, her apprentices, doula, husband and “little doula” two year old Juniper) quietly lifting up Josie as she did some really intense work. It was awesome.

Humans are really amazing creatures, aren’t we?

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Photogs:  I get more questions about births than almost anything else.  First, the top 5 questions that come to my inbox:

(stuff on home birth at the bottom!)

1. “How do you price births?

Pricing is totally individual.  I can’t tell YOU what YOUR time is worth. However keep this in mind: births can run long. Really long.  Being on call for a birth is the same as for a doula or midwife.  You have to have a bag packed, camera battery charged, childcare arranged (if you have kids), gas in the car and the ability to pull yourself together all quick-like at 3AM if need be.  Do. Not. Undervalue this.   Also, you can’t drink a bottle of wine in the evening.  Just sayin’.

2. “If I shoot a birth, when do I arrive? When do I leave?”

I usually arrive well before transition. Think 4ish centimeters dilated.  I’ve had some close calls :cough cough KARLI: So I’ve learned my lesson. The fact that you’re going to be there a while should not be weighing on you. It should be expected and arranged for.  Laboring mothers don’t need to feel all anxious about getting a baby out so the photographer can pick her kid up from daycare.

Typically I leave after all the “big stuff” is done.  Storytelling, the actual birth, footprints, weight/measurements, and most of the time, first bath and meeting of older siblings although on a late night birth, those things sometimes have to be skipped, or I come back the following day at an easy time for both of us.

For cesareans: if one is scheduled, about 45 minutes before surgery is actually scheduled.

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3. “What lens is that???”

Depending on how ambitious I’m feeling, I normally take quite a bit of stuff. Only because when you’re kickin’ it in with a laboring woman for hours on end, why not use that time to get creative and try to step outside the box a little bit? We got nuthin’ but tiiiiime.  So…(keep in mind I am shooting full frame on a Canon 1dx which handles extremely high ISOs pretty phenomenally.)

  • the workhorse: aka, 35mm 1.4L.  If I could only have one, this would be it. Just watch the edges for distortion on fill the frame shots. This lens isn’t friendly to faces up close. Baby heads are funky enough.
  • portraits: 50mm 1.2L   I put this baby on for fill-the-frame face shots or detail shots of baby.   It’s also great for after baby arrives, you can get intimate feeling shots without hovering over the new family.
  • Macros: 100mm 2.8L   I love detail shots of brand new babies… they can be difficult if the birth is at night, but not impossible. I usually shoot them while baby is being cleaned up by nurse or looked at/unwrapped by adoring visitors:)Move close to a window if possible.
  • fun stuff: 24 mm 3.5 L tilt-shift.   I get asked about this one a lot. Not the lens, but particular photos.  (like this one)   Let me say here, this is NOT a portrait lens. It’s made for architecture. It’s manual focus. It takes a long time to learn. It’s really expensive.  You won’t use it very much.   I also adore it, although I use it far less than any of my others. I do not by ANY means recommend getting this for births. Just had to throw it out there because I do use it occasionally.
  • One thing I never take? Flash. I myself would have punched someone in the throat for flashing me during labor, I’m pretty sure.   Yes, some births that take place at night, look like they take place at night, but that is part of their story.  A camera that can *really* handle darkness is a must… and no doctors deliver in true pitch black… there’s always that lovely spotlight. nat3

 

4. “How do I get into a cesarean birth? The hospital’s policy says only 1 person in the ER”. 

Ask. Ask ask ask.   You need to tell your client that should the need arise, or if there’s a chance a cesarean could be scheduled and she would like you there, she needs to give her OB a heads up well in advance. I have never NOT been allowed in the operating room, but I think that’s because of where we live…here in Portland, we are really blessed with medical staff that is open and understanding, and extremely patient-driven care… What works here might not work in Detroit or Calgary, I have no idea but it’s worth asking!  It’s important to stress that the photographer is a professional, is being paid for this, and knows the rules.  Then, KNOW THE RULES.  Ask the staff before the scalpel comes out where it’s best for you to stand, how much freedom you have to move, if you can get closer to the baby once it arrives, etc.  These are all important things to know beforehand because once things start happening, they happen so fast if you’re not prepared, you’ll miss it.

 

5. “I shot a birth once and the lighting was SO hard! How do you do it?”

 

  • 1. Spot metering.

I spot meter all the time, anyway, FYI. But its especially important for births.  Or births as I “see” them.

The difference between the top of the baby’s head where the surgical/delivery light hits, and the babe’s face 3 inches lower is ENORMOUS.  For that critical “first breath shot” prepare your settings accordingly.  I always meter off the the doctors hands while in the light to get an exposure guesstimate of what settings need to be for when baby makes its entrance.  When the doctor pulls baby out, its going to bright. Better to meter of the bright parts and lighten some surrounding area if need be than to completely blow the whole photo to what will inevitably be totally unrecoverable.

Then, as soon as baby is out, adjust again or you’re going to have a lot of super dark unrecoverable images of mom looking at baby for the first time. And you don’t want that either, so THINKFAST!:)  Births are much more intense to shoot than weddings in terms of thinking on your feet camera-settings-wise. If you’re not ready for it, don’t take it on.

  • 2. Shoot RAW.  

Again, I do this all the time anyway.

A correctly exposed image, regardless of the screwy and totally lame hospital lighting will never be anything that can’t be fixed in 10 seconds in ACR (adobe camera RAW).  Here’s a before and after ACR adjustments.  Iris looked pretty yellow in this lovely lighting so I cooled her off with the temperature slider, upped exposure, lowered the magenta just a tad, added a little bit of fill light.  Adding a tiny pinch of the opposing color (cyan if yellow, etc) on the split toning menu can also be nice. Just really low saturation… I did that here.   But overall, it really doesn’t take much! There’s no big secret besides the temperature slider.  Babies at birth are odd colored, that’s just how it goes. I never remove color tones or anything like you would for a newborn session.  This is documentary style shooting to me, and meant to feel as it was lived so don’t worry about a pink/bluey/dark baby.   These aren’t glamour shots:)

The hard thing for people is how quickly that temperature changes. I am always in AWB (auto white balance) or kelvin based off of the situation, and just deal with it afterwards.  One photo might be blue from florescent lights, another yellow from daylight, etc.  You just have to eyeball it. What did it look like *while* you were shooting? Use that as your goal.

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  • Another hugely helpful and time saving tool for birth edits is the ACR adjustment brush- the little paintbrush fifth from the right at the top of the ACR menu (upper left of window).  You can use it to adjust white balance or tint separately on different areas of the same photo. Why on earth would you want to do that? Well, if you’ve ever had the joy of shooting under florescent lights, a heat lamp, or with the color cast of a bright blue surgical curtain, you’ll understand 🙂 The image below is a 4 step process of correcting an extremely wonky, mixed white balanced image using the adjustment brush.

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  • 3. Prime Lenses: Notice how all those lenses up there have 1’s in the f/stop? If I had to shoot births with a zoom, I wouldn’t shoot births.  I find the lack of depth of field to ruin it for me. And I never shoot narrower than f/2-something.  Please, spare me the emails telling me how awesome it is to shoot births with your zooms. I’m glad for anyone that finds something that works for them. I  just find that personally I do not enjoy the feel/end result of zooms, particularly with births.  Those sweet, sweet details just aren’t the center of attention when you can see every piece of equipment and face in the background.  See those little fingers in the last image of this post? Shot at 2.8 or 3.5, they would be lost in that photo.

 

 

 

Hospital Etiquette

I can. not. stress. the importance of this.

THINK AHEAD
I get lots of questions something along the lines of this: ” I shot a birth but there was no room for me to get a good shot during delivery”  “the nurse moved me over to blah blah blah area”  “I had a terrible angle”

Guess what? I don’t feel bad for you.  If you’re sitting in a room with a laboring woman for even a HALF hour before delivery, you have plenty of time to think about how things are going to play out.  The general setup tends to be L & D nurse(s) on the side of the bed with monitoring equipment and dad or support person(s) on the other side.  That sounds like there’s no room for you, right? WRONG.

I have been known to walk casually over behind a hospital bed in the hour before actual delivery and nudge it forward.  Just scootch scootch.  Be casual about this.  Don’t bump crap, and don’t move it very much.  Watch the IV’s if there are any, and don’t unplug anything.    I move it just enough to where I can fit myself directly behind mom…This is I think the best seat in the house and still gives dad his standard “at the shoulder” position, and is not in the way of the nurses or Dr.   This is NOT the thing to be doing as delivery is happening. Please. 😀

Bonus if you can find something to stand on. You’ll need it, hospital beds are high.  But that stepstool that’s always in the delivery room? ASK before you move or otherwise use it.  Some nurses use them for delivery, some don’t. If its not in use it’s a great vantage point to have.  Otherwise, I’ve used phone books, chairs, suitcases, ottomans, etc. Be creative here folks, this isn’t a jail cell!

Be nice. 

No one likes a quiet, brooding, unsure photographer… Labor and delivery nurses are in my experience, pretty awesome people.  Talk to them, don’t be silent or act like a weirdo. If you have some rapport with them, asking “can you move the bassinet over here for a minute?”  or ” Do you mind if I stand right here?”  becomes a part of conversation instead of an imposition on your part.

Be confident.

Follow the rules and know that as long as you do so, no one is going to get upset with you. Be comfortable with your client and comfortable with your shooting and all will go off without a hitch.:) Having faith in yourself inspires others to have faith in you as well and really, that’s all anyone needs to let you do your thing.  ^_^

 

Home Birth Etiquette:

I’ve only shot a handful of home births, but there are some big differences- outside of the location- that are worth noting. Most of these will apply to birth center deliveries as well.  I asked the wonderful Kimbery Bepler at ABC doulas if she had any advice for photographers shooting home births (since I haven’t done tons) so her thoughts are in here too. 🙂

Pay attention.

Anyone who has attended more than a few hospital births starts to get pretty good at observing the usual “steps” of delivery and anticipating what is going to happen next.  With frequent cervical checks and constant monitoring (in some cases), predicting events usually isn’t a big deal.  However, when a more ‘hands off’ approach is taken, you may not know whether your laboring client is at 3cm or 8cm, so you’ll need to adopt some zen and be ok with not knowing what will happen next. Watch (or ask, discreetly) the attending professionals what is going on if you’re not well versed in the subtleties of birth.

Get some coffee. 

Natural birthing types are pretty unlikely to “speed things up” just for the sake of speeding things up.  So, even more so than a hospital delivery, be prepared to stick around for…a while.  Think 12-16 hours of active labor for many first time mamas.

Check yourself. 

This was probably my favorite tip I was given – home births often have a very energy sensitive atmosphere.  If you are fearful or anxious of photographing this kind of birth, don’t do it.  If you’re having a bad day or are in a dark mood- leave it at the door.  It’s important to only bring the best of yourself for a mama who needs all the support she can get.

Be on the same page.

Just like any other birth, talk to the midwife/doula/support people and clarify, if there is any question, where you should stand, etc.  Be observant.  During the delivery above, I was going from one end of the birth tub to the other because the midwives had let it be known that if mama delivered on all fours, they would pass the baby up through her legs, not deliver from behind and then move her.  So, I immediately went to where I knew I’d get the best shot of baby arriving  based on her position. (thanks to them!)

 

Happy baby time <3

 

 

 

 

I hope this helps, guys:)I’m sure there’s tons I haven’t covered but maybe I’ll add to this later.   Happy shooting!

 

xoxo

 

….: Erin :…. Portland Oregon newborn photographers

This mama and her family are extra special to me…my longtime friend and fellow photographer over at Aga O’neil Photography –  and I was there for the birth of #3 (missed #4 since I was preparing to leave the country!) . . .

I had posted on Facebook that they were stumped for names, and a huge, thousand-suggestion post followed, with lots of people wondering what what the final name would be.

Well, here she is…  🙂 Miss Erin Josephine in all her adorable glory.

 

It’s been a long while since I blogged a girly newborn, so I couldn’t resist 🙂

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…. Khloé is 6 months …. Portland, Oregon photographers

This kid! ha!

Possibly the smiliest, easiest baby this age I have had since I can remember. She literally just stared at me with this grin on her face her whole session <3

Note: I am currently taking new clients for maternity/birth/newborn sessions, but not older babies.  Sorry! My alumni are about all I can keep up with!

 

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…. the birth of vincent … Portland Oregon birth photographers

You might notice while viewing this blog there isn’t a lot of um… storytelling…  leading up to the action.  This is because, usually, when first time moms are texting you about “hey I’m gonna go to the hospital and get checked out” type-texts, the next text, while you’re sitting there quietly editing late one night, is not from said mama’s husband stating “She’s at a 9!”

One recklessly fast drive across town and very few shutter clicks later, here we are!

Little buddy Vincent was struggling during labor… heart decelerations that were not recovering in an acceptable amount of time. It was pretty apparent he needed to get out, and fast.  Some brief assistance by this wonderful OB and he arrived with a nuchal cord that had caused him some pretty serious distress. Nuchal cords are common of course, but this one was not messing around.  You’ll notice in the images that there are lots of nurses standing by – I watched as staff tried everything to change Becki’s position and give V more time to make his way down, but it just wasn’t happening.  So, out he came, but he needed some help in the NICU before visiting mama.

So much love for this little family <3

 

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…Rylee… Portland, Oregon newborn photographers

I told myself I wasn’t going to take the time to blog until I’m all caught up editing, but I’ve had *so* many little boys lately that the temptation to show off some girly images was too great <3

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…. kingston james ….. : portland oregon birth photography :

This birth was…. something else <3

My sister in law.  Someone so very near and dear to me and yet…. originally when I’d offered up my services, she passed.

I get it. I so get it.

Birth is an inner thing. It’s a piece of yourself that you aren’t even in touch with in the day to day movement of life.  You don’t really know what to expect… of yourself, your partner. It’s hard enough to watch the comings and goings of the L & D staff and know they see this. All day. Every day…. and yet, I remember feeling so exposed, at least at first.  So allowing anyone at all to witness yourself in that unknown primal territory is something that takes a bit to wrap your head around.  Many people never quite can.

But when when the family cleared to grab coats and hit the bathrooms all at once,  and just her and I remained randomly alone in a restaurant with her 30-something week belly not able to be hidden by the table any longer, she asked me if I’d be there.

My heart soared. Into my throat, through my veins. To know that I would be able to help her remember what I so desperately wish I had for my firstborn.  And I know she’s a woman who feels deeply, and I wanted her to be able to not have to reach quite so far back to dredge up the feelings of seeing this precious face for the first time. I can close my eyes and feel it for my own, I really can. But I want to make it less work – to lift the hormone-thick veil from the birth experience and allow mamas to reach back and touch it with a clarity they may have lacked while it was happening….

A so-very-sad pregnancy loss.  Months of grief. A complicated pregnancy. . . and then this <3

 

I have never seen a mama work so hard and with such conviction, or have been so proud to know someone so strong.  Little buddy was “OP” (occiput posterior or “sunnyside up”) meaning he was facing the wrong way, thus the bubble on his head from being jammed up against her pelvis.  Kate pushed for nearly FOUR hours.  She didn’t whine, didn’t need consoling, didn’t even radiate the exhaustion we knew she felt. It was humbling and amazing to watch her work, and work, and work…. from just after midnight til sunrise when he decided to make his appearance.

He came out so beautifully calm and observant and from the ‘short list’ of names, we all instantly knew who he was. I said “I don’t want to be the one to say it, but I do feel strongly I know what it is”     Kate whispered she felt the same thing to me and we accosted Joe as he came out of the bathroom… He said “I feel like I know but I don’t want to be the one to say it…”

And of course, we all agreed, instantly <3

Kingston James he is <3

 

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…: fischer william :… Portland oregon baby photographers

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….hello, baby… Portland oregon birth photography

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You know, you can’t always control everything, right?

I had about a 4 hour chunk of time that this birth was “uncovered”… meaning I had an obligation and my backup also had something until later in the afternoon…

Surely, surely, not *then*.

 

Oh yes, then.  🙂

 

It’s always then.

lesson learned.

100mph driving by my husband, a series of frantic text messages, and alas, I still missed it by minutes.

 

Although, to be honest even if I hadn’t been an hour away when I “got the call”, I probably wouldn’t have made it anyway because who delivers *a half hour after arriving at the hospital?*

This rockstar lady, that’s who….

 

Needless to say, I loved snapping these shots of Cade meeting Aven and Rhys… (I photographed Aven at a workshop which is how I know her mama!)

I’m adding “hello baby” to my birth pricing… for those who either don’t want full birth coverage or decide afterwards they want to remember the oh-so-very-new… the first bath, the footprints, the wrinkled prune fingered hands, the first snuggles and the first meet and greet with big brothers and sisters…

Just email me via the “contact” tab  if you’re interested <3 I’ll put it on my main pricing page in a bit.

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